Few days before 2009

5 mins ago i having a discussion on my new project.Thats cool.Im already quite bored doing all the research for the pass few days.I wish i got a brain who can think far ahead.=/and i need it fast.
i didn get my furniture yesterday because i couldn throw away my old one.Sad.Its really good and pleasant looking one.
Im getting back to work .=)

R & R

Its stressful to be an adult.Its something everyone will only understand when someone get through it.Im young .Sometimes i already trying desperately to catch my breath.I think a lot but its no use.Its the mindset and feelings that always makes me sway away from reality.

When it comes to reality its hard to accept it.Reality is always painful at times.Things cannot be undo.I know that but i couldn get use to the situation.I really admire people who can excel in every thing they do.I use to think i can. But right now i onli hope i will in the future.Efforts & Determination and many plannings have to be made.Process leads to pain.I want to learn to enjoy it.

Chip & Dale

Today had a great night..
Movie was good.Ip man is a kungfu fighting show.The story is like Huo Yuan Jia from jetLi.But the difference is that the Ip man nv really die like we see in huo yuan jia.He was shot but was alive in the end.
Overall the show i will give 10/10 for it.
Highly recommended for every one to go watch.=)
After that i had Aijisan beef noodle =).

Surprised someone today with 2 big soft toys. Chip & Dale is their name.Hmm..every one was looking at us when we carry these babies along orchard road.Some scream "Cute"!.Some stared with amusement.I guess its quite center of attraction when u walk with 2 big soft toy.Looks like there are many who wants these soft toys quite badly but didn thought about buying one for them selves.The Stores onli left 2 from what i can see.Catch one at marina square if you really wan one=)

Work was ok..I help a little on glenn's programming today..work is so bored but aat least i get to do some improvement on my java skills.I wish i have new things to do soon.Log book for my attachment still haven finish yet.Busy busy....

I wanna try the market like most people start to do.I realise there are many type of people in the world.I got to understand a few.There are people who try things out and got successful.Sense of achievement is there.Enjoy things there are not there.Some stick to the normal life.A step at a time.Enjoy every thing that is there already.I stuck in between the middle.I wanna make a breakthrough .I wan to be lazy with a smart head.Some times limitation jus pull me down.Its the brain that picture u the image of limitation.But its possible to break it.Its a risk to take with a 1 percent chance of the greatest return but a big consequences to bear.

I just left a very general paragraph here.I hate generals.Generals jus means u are standing in the middle of many paths.Thinking what to choose from this pathways.I have one in mind,but ii know there is a mountain to climb without strings attached.I stood there thinking.3 years up.
i hate the wastage of precious time.Its a take or a wait.

Wait jus means more time,better view.
Take means more risk,more time

Love

i teared when i thought about the 0.01% chance we might be apart someday.
My heart hurts when i c u in 1% pain.
When i ever felt u r nt yourself .Concentration abilities goes down by 80 % but thoughts of u miraculously goes up by 180 %.
Sometimes yr little coaxing words jus melts my heart by 150%,leaving 50% thinking how to convince u that Im really alright and u sldn be worried anymore.
i will 100%smiles when i thought of the crazy stuff we went thru.
Gone thru 2 percent of our lives together & i did spent a 100% great days in that 2 %.
hmmm..RANDOMNESS and sighing off

fri

Rain came in my rooom today.
I left it alone.
Work is so Normal.
Im making use of my time to the best i can.
I still think i can do more then this.
But i can;t find it

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thu

nth is more important then the kins and friends.

They are the ones that make up a meaningful life.
Problems arise to all people.Solutions for situation jus can't be always the right one.Unsolve and Difficult things that are nt solve just stack up behind us.Problems solve is a relieve, unsolve Problems jus brings people down even more.When it jus came to your mind that u have to start dealing with all this again.life jus really suck.
More things to handle jus leave us breathless at times and nv ending.Some thiings that are meant for me to listen and be helpless.It may nt be a problem that put a barrier for us to move forward .It can be the limitation acting as a barrier.

F,M,T

i haven blog for months .hmm cause was kind of busy every now and dere.Currently a hubber because of my current job.My job now is Admin stuff where im suppose to filter the cases of termination for Agents to pick up and call the customer to clarify some information or suggest some rewards to keep them another 2 years..Haiz thats marketing.Using money to suck more money from these people.

met m.t today to supposely collect a computer which i had won the bid at my workplace .n.y.d.c for 200 dollars its a brand new computer but the specs are kind of outdated.The office is closed .So we decided to have dinner at wasabi tei, at Far East.The queue was like freaking long.5 waiting for seats and we have to wait for like an hour.It is a rather small shop which can take in about 16 customer at most.The service is more crappy then crap.Though there is no charge for the so call service,u will feel quite stress when u start to have yr jap dinner there.The place is owned by 1 couple and the guy is damn damn mean to his wife .

i can feel the tense aura when i step in.The customers are whispering when they talk .Lols.we end up whispering too while we ate.i can't believe i felt like i owe the owner 1 whole life also cannot pay finish of debt to visit his restaurant to hav dinner haha.Interesting.

Its pretty sad to see the wife tolerating her husband temper.The chef is like speaking in a irritated voice to his wife when he tries to tell her the table number to send the food.Its entertaining to watch but sad to absorb the fact that the wife is sufferiing from such treatment.
i would be gone if im like him right.

the food was gd thats the thing though is abit burnt..It covers up the poor greetings from the chef.

.signing off.

Breathless is a great song .=) today woke up aat five pm.Wasted like 1 whole day of my life .But i guess im just being an owl thats all so dun really consider wasting my time.only night is the time then i can concentrate on what im doing.For example studies. mon exam! got to get my studies goin on. i wanna go .=)
yesterday we went ouut and have a great dinner at soup restaurant .Food is good.I had a great time there.after tat psp battle between the yellow man and black man.We bombarded each other lols.I end up losing the game.

Great time like this dun come usually. i wanna it to last though its jus a simple meal and a simple kind of fun=)

i didn blog for weeks.Been quite busy with work .im getting sick of working n at the same time getting sick of life rather.Still life still moves on.i tell myself to start doing things that are right but the motivations just isn there.Hmm..something is missing.

Sleep.

i had a great rest this few days.slack and slack and slack again.I dun miss school and work at all.-_- but this cannot go on .So actually will be starting work this thurs and fri and sat and sun =).

Im hungry now. call mac yesterday mid night already. dun wanna waste money again.I will slp and forget the hunger.

3.11am

slept like 12 hours straight yesterday night after work.Work was ok for yesterday as i manage to get some entertainment from some customer.We were talking about websites and IT stuff which was quite interesting.I actually got a name card from the customer to contact him if im interested in helping him to create a shopping cart website for 2500.I guess programming is still nt something very easy thing for me yet so most probably i wun take the offer.

Work for today is kind of boring.Stand and stone for 8 hours.customer asking questions which are beyond my knowledge.Have to ask those full timers over and over again.I guess i kind of irritate them some how today.i got quite guilty but no choice have to ask them first before i can gif the right ans to the customer.

Ate quite alot unhealthy food and drank a lot of tea.Im really a TEAcholic. haha.Tomoro is the presentation day and i haven get to look through my slides and my part .Have to do it right now .Signing off =)

Finally done with my newblogskin.A very simple skin but hours of editing.Sometimes its really fun doing such thing.I didn get any sleep last night and didn want to anyway.I just have to see how it goes later at work.Im going to be stoning at T3.

Have been dotaing with glenn at my house a few hours ago.By the way is 9 30am already .After the dota matches went for some supper at kopitiam.The lamian was good but i was craving for macdonalds just now but im too lazy to walk to tampines from my house and can;t bear to spend the 3 dollars on soggish fries .I didn thought about the food quality of the catering service when glenn mention about it.

I want a rest right now .i miss her too.been days since i met her.Tuesday is coming =).